Don’t blame me if I’m cruel.
Because I have never wanted to be a good person.
Because I feel that being as a good person is such a misery.
Because when one day, when you decided to reject a person,
you got to take out your courage to do it.
I don’t care what people think of me.
That’s my character. That’s me. And you got to accept it.
Sometimes reality is so cruel. thats makes you pissed off.
Sometimes where there are times you are depressed, angry.
But there are moments when you are feeling happy
I don’t want to face it because I don’t wish to happen that way.
*sometimes we could live in fantasy, if we try hard*
Although fantasy is far much more better than reality
we could not stay there forever.
There is time when we need to wake up and continue our life.
Busy makes someone forget about some things, but that is only for a while.
Life is like that. When we try to forget, its hard for us.
However, if we don’t make effort to forget, it just slipped off our mind and that’s it.
<life’s a bitch>
Somehow at anytime, any moment, you will feel uncomfortable. Its like making you =.= pissed off! It comes naturally and you cant control it. sometimes you try to forgive and let this matter off. but then once again it comes back and its like … actually I dont need to be there. someone else will be there. its sort of like I’m being extra. helping more, troubles will be more. so what for I participate in helping huh!? all the time I have been trying to put in help but then never mind la ~ aiya. whatever. need to get used to this kind of situations and environment. I don’t know. =(