October 2009
“Don’t let someone become your everything, because when they’re gone...”
“There are only two ways to live your life: One is as though nothing is a...”
– Albert Einstein.
Waiting: day seventeen
JPD lesson quite okay today - learning resume, job application etc… after school went SAFRA for lunch - went window shopping at JP after eating .. walked for an hour take bus home - sleepy sia in bus ..ZZzzzzz
want to sit beside you to have some love …
runningforlions:
the song that describe you...
“The spaces between your fingers were created so that another’s could fill...”
Waiting: day sixteen
I’m working today .. hmmm .. starting to work at jp this Sunday - hope everything will be alright (: Today will be a great day? hope so (:
p.s do i still get a chance? maybe? maybe no?
Waiting: day fifteen
Had lunch at BBQ Chicken - it has been a while since I went there to eat haha!! I have Korean Charboiled - quite nice hmmm ~~~~ =D but then my mood was like dont know what happened...
“I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi or even smile at me because...”
“I feel the pain in my heart - its getting worse as the day goes by ..”
“When you truly love someone the sounds of his voice is like soft music to your...”
Waiting: day thirteen
Hmmm ~ back from English exam ~ woos!! It is OVER!!! the feeling is like a stone is removed from my heart =) now my heart is there » trying to heal itself » when will it be completely healed? He is right - he hit the nail on my heart: u just dun have that something tat satisfy...
“Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to...”
Waiting: day twelve
hmmm … today is Sunday - have been using com since morning - facebook and playing games after that around in the afternoon til now .. haha!! with pq!!! just finished a while ago ~ he also very boring so asked him to play games with me =P good to spend the day .. i also got study while using com .. hais .. cant help it man ~~~~ @_@ will try to kick this habit .. maybe...
“I mis you so much. miss you til I feel like dying …”
“They asked, “how does it feel to love someone who loves someone...”
so close, so far
“If happiness exists, it’s when I see you. If pain exists, it’s...”
Waiting: day eleven
Cool ~ five consistent working days are over !! I’m over the moon now!! today is Saturday - I went on a short dating with my dear . . we went jurong point and see if will meet jeston - he is still working despite having exams on monday » cant stand him sia - hahas =P I have a great day today - dont need to work !! LOL ^_^
p.s. am i doing the...
Just left the three words
“why am i so afraid to lose you when you’re not even mine?”
“Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it is better to leave them broken than...”
Waiting: day ten
Am I being silly in doing all these things? Totally depressed today since last night .. why you need to put those words that will make people pissed off and whatever it is !! you know me what kind of person i am and you still said those words ~ you know the words you said do not have any effect on me ..so what for you said it out!?
Do you know what’s worth fighting for?When...
“Falling in love is awfully simple, but falling out of love is simply awful.”
“every time you pretend to love, you impoverish yourself more and more.
Love...”
Waiting: day nine
Actually I have been thinking lots nowadays .. whether am I doing the right thing ..but then anything can happen so I decided not to stop .. things get crazy again - dont really know what is going on » hais .. thought that everything is going smoothly .. I’m so TIRED .. one more day to go ~
I’m so sorry girl I love you, I just...
“If you are not willing to sound stupid you are not worthy of falling in love.”
“if there’s something you dont wish to say out, i will not force you ..”
Waiting: day eight
I feel happy when I knew what happened but then on the other side I feel sad ~ I dont know what really happened - just that those words do not seem right in your situation .. it seems obvious to me from what i had seen - so actually from the first place what i had said it is all true in all ways .. I just feel that i am not helping...
Forgive me once ..
“people have the freedom to love. to choose who we give our hearts to. but...”
Waiting: day seven
Hmm.. this week quite a busy week for me .. working for five straight days - but then it is alright - because I am not working on weekends .. woohoos shiok man!!! tests and English Os are around the corner - got to work hard - start to study soon » JIAYOU!! ..
Waiting: day six
I realised that some things need to leave it to fate. waiting is part of my life but then I am not sure...
“sometimes somehow someday i saw someone in some corners of some places standing...”
runningforlions:
i dedicate this song to all you...
“You’ll find love when you least expect it!
Love is complicated....”
“For me, a landscape does not exist in its own right, since its appearance...”
– Claude Monet
“I can feel the pain of being unable to express out my feelings ..”
Waiting: day five
Hmmm.. nothing interesting today - just feeling tired and sleepy now ~ going to sleep after this .. I just do not why I have such feelings - my heart hurts because I know what happened and I think you have such feelings at that time too - I am sorry ~ I really believe in that and I will forever believe in it - that is the only thing I can believe now .. It is all I left now ..
Waiting: day four
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“They say follow your heart, but when your heart is in so many pieces. Which way...”
Waiting: day two
Later get to see my laogong and nu er ^_^ It has been such a long time since I saw them .. Last week of holiday for them le .. so got to enjoy the last moment with them before everyone gets busy again … this semester I have to work extra hard in order to push up my last semester gpa ~ After hearing what you said, I seem to have change my mind with regards to what I have been thinking this...
“Oh, the comfort, the inexpressible comfort of feeling safe with a person, having...”
– Dinah Craik
Waiting: day one
It has been five years since I had met another person like you .. the way his character his actions are quite similar as you - as in it is the type i prefer .. - dare to speak dare to approach dare to do anything that really makes me comfortable in whatever situation .. you are the second person i had finally met so I feel great and happy about it - but then I dont know what really happens -...
“I saw that I realised that I will give up .. dwelling on it . . maybe i am...”
“I realised maybe I have fallen in love with you - but then its too late for me...”
“True love is when the person never gives up on you ..”
“I am so in pain now - i dont know why - that is not true right? if it is true...”
“My heart sank when you said those words to me ..”
